Ahhhh Anxiety....my old freind is back

"Sometimes at night I wake up and my body's like ice The sound of the running wild stallion, the noise of the m-mice"

I'm tryin to figure it out.... why I get this way.... Waking up with ice cold chills, cold sweats etc. I havent been using drugs. Maybe when Its (life) been crazy and total chaos I get this way and my body is looking for drugs. I don't know. But when I used to get this way the only way to cure it was to use drugs. I would just nod off and feel the warmth after.

"The mosquito's sting brings a dream but the poisons derange"

I guess with all success we have to deal with other crap. Just like Rachel is dealing with and Pete has done in the past and I'm sure a lot of you bloggers have done. I will deal with the situation and handle it....thats all.
Any way it was my best month ever in my career. The biggest money month I have had ever. Sherry is happy. Now we are having the house painted. We are looking at homes on the water in the Gulf to buy now. The prices are up there but it seems we have a handle on the finances and my future here seems great. I will post picture to get your thoughts of where to go. Of course it will have to be a 4 bedrrom with a bonus studio room. Thats all I want my own space.......
Nothing else to write about nothing exciting going on. The Anxiety thing has me worried but Im not at panic mode.......... yet